Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Lesson #1

Having a heart broken makes you wonder what you could have done better in the relationship. And having your heart broken is probably the worst feeling I've ever felt before. I fell in love with my best friend, and he fell in love back. But after a trust issue with him, he didn't want to catch me when I fell. So he let me fall onto the ground and left me in the dust. And I'm still just sad that there was no kiss. No dance. Because at this time, that's all I want right now.I dance or kiss or both. But knowing me, you know that i won't do any of those unless i'm in the pouring rain. So after all of the tears, the dreams, and the sleepless nights, I decided to move on. Except it wasn't that easy. Usually I can look at a guy and tell myself to like him or tell myself to stop liking him easily. But with Jase, it's not and is never going to be that simple. And that's a fact I'm going to deal with sooner or later.

Love, REaGan